staring blankly at the comp, i am helpless of what to write.
maybe abit of blogging do help me to cool down
the tears that envelopes in my eyes.

felt dark clouds formed above me,
i am still the me i am abt a year ago.
or maybe i am always THAT ME!
the one that nv ever ever change before.
the stubborn sihui;
the pessimistic me;
the sensitive me.
feeling so insecure abt everything that is running around me
my head is spinning in a whirlpool
i cant stop my wild imagination of thoughts.
my tots came crashing with one another like cars on the busy streets without giving any signal n the cars went bonkers.
my heart cried in silence.
dead silence in this room
i am slowing down my speed down this lane
thinkin abt the days...
it aches to think.
guilty to reflect.
u means sumtink to me`

i just dun wan to hide anything from a very good fren of mine.
so i blurted out whatever i want to say
which in the turn, bring hurt n anger to my fren; guilt lies in me.
maybe i shudn say` at all!!
my heart freeze when u gave me that ignorance tone.
ignorance kills!!
and i agree to a certain extend.

neither do i wan anything of that to happen again
it is empty in those days
no laughter no jokes no one to crap with me like u do.
afraid to go home just now,saw a reflection of what happen a few weeks ago
that "cold-war" period when each tot the other was angry.

my special fren..
sumtimes i stop n wondered,
how long will this last?
like u say before, frens cum n go.
i am still thinking..
deep in tot*

before i forget,
thnks rina,Jieyi,nicole, joan n xin* for the cookies =)
huGs*
thnks sapphire for the tigger cushion.
thnks slayers n oso huda for the unknown presents which i will be recieving soon =)
=x

went to do e-learning for CS & Buildin Mat.
dead boring.
in the end, we got restless and set for a game of monopoly=x
went to bugis to find ah yann n jolie with jun & alan
jun n alan had dinner there, while the 3 girls went shopping n head home.

was taking photos with jolie's cam.
felt that me n ah yann are like lesbian.
=x
it is not those photos u guys tink we will be taking.
smiling all the way..
nonono!!
wrong wrong wrong!!
*censored*

was goin to pack my dinner home
when i saw this girl outside mos.
she looked like shi ning.
but jolie said she doesnt
maybe i am thinking too much or i just plainly miss her`

haiis..
things just happen.
cannot judge its books by its cover.
he might seems nice to us, but he is crafty
i AM not HERE to b**** abt anyone lar.
but really, in life u have to face it
ppl are going ard doin things that might seems nice to u but infact they are gaining their own ____.whatever words u wan to say..
haiis..

things left undone:
i. CADD floor plan
ii. building materials report
iii. builiding materials mini-project
iv.sakae!!
v.SHOPPING!!

i need a new bag badly!!
that $69 baggy!!
shud i rebond again?
aww!!
wad the shyt i am tinking again.
wasting money!! =x

using sorry the word to end my entry for today.
SORRY!